In this case it is me slash my incredibly volatile mood. I keep going from wanting to talk to wanting to do anything but talk in the span of a few short minutes, and then right back again.

Plus it seems like there is a lot of backstory (so to speak) behind everything, and explaining it to different people means thinking about it which is of the sad.

My universe is pain and emptiness, &c. Even if my shirt saying that is too ragged to wear in public anymore.