Mar. 9th, 2001

Raining pretty hard. Glee.

Just spent a while wandering through LiveJournalLand, reading what different people have to say. Finally listed my interests, then clicked on a few of them to see whose company I shared. Kept turning up some of the same people, which was amusing. And I was ruther surprised to see that I wasn't the first person to list some of them... like oh, say, wolverines? Was not a bit surprised that there were approximately two trillion people in some of the other categories. It might be hard to find other AOD fans around here, but online they're everywhere.

Of course, I *had* to go skim the lists for potentially-interesting people, and I *had* to just happen to notice that the person who hates me most in the world has now got a LiveJournal too... feh. I don't feel safe anymore, y'know? I mean, my journal was (as far as I knew -- I'm never sure till the taunting starts up again and removes all doubt) just about the only place where I could be free to say and do whatever I wanted and not have... her... or the others like her... there to point and laugh and tell me how worthless I am. Next thing you know, they'll -- she'll -- join the Jihad...

Ordinarily I'm not one to let the opinion of one person, or even of one smallish group of people, get to me so much. I mean, it's not like being the outcast is anything new to me; remind me to tell you about the time when several of my classmates had a discussion about how disgusting I was without seeming to notice that I was *right there in front of them listening the whole time*. But no one has ever gone to such lengths to let me know that I'm hated, I guess. When you find yourself the near-official yardstick of some form of 'wrongness', it kinda gets to you. Or maybe that's just me. Heh... persecution complexes are fun.

I guess now I hang out and wait. I've enabled the comment system for my journal, so if anyone wants to come in and bash me, they certainly won't have any difficulty... of course, my comic-related messageboard is still hatred-free (at least ostensibly so; I've had people pretend to be my friends just so they could play me for their own amusement before), so I dunno. Maybe any message forum set up by the Unfunny Lump is beneath them? :P

So... bring it on, peoples. You've got people who say I suck; I've got people who say I don't. Wanna argue universal truth? Take a theology class. demented grin

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