If I wanted comments, I wouldn't have disabled them, okay? Thanks.

[napoleonherself]

Sometimes I wish I could just die, so I won't continue doing stupid and horrible things.

This is not an "omg I am going to kill myself" thing. I'm not suicidal. I just hate life and am not always averse to the idea of a plane landing on me. At least I'd be gone, then. And I bet you get used to nonexistence after a while.