Tired and cranky.
Mar. 5th, 2006 12:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
napoleonherselfY'know what's fun?
Waking up at five in the goddamn morning so exhausted it hurts but not able to sleep any more anyway...
Finally going back to bed with the mistaken impression that you might be able to sleep some more, at 10:30...
Tossing and turning until 12:15...
And then juuuust as you're starting to doze off...
Poof! Your nose starts gushing blood for no reason. Naturally getting on your feather pillow which takes several hours to wash and dry (the same one that used to be kind of special and symbolic of Your Own Personal Space to you, until people started fucking with it without permission, thus ruining it forever, but that is a different story), and ensuring that you will get no sleep any time soon, whether or not you have a clean pillow to sleep on. Seeing as how you sleep with your face propped up on your arms, which puts funky pressure on your nose and always pops nosebleed clots, unless those clots have been in place for at least a few hours.
Oh wait. No, that's not fun. That's FUCKING ANNOYING.
There are several words in this post that I can't even get to look right, no matter how I spell them they still look wrong. So I am leaving them however I last typed them which is probably wrong. And my head hurts, hell, my EVERYTHING hurts, and it's hard to get my eyes to focus, and even when they do focus I keep seeing these kind of blobby flashing white things, and I am just. So. Tired. But I don't get to sleep, apparently. Hooray!
Also annoying: when you explain the thing about how the position in which you sleep does not play nice with nosebleeds... and the answer you get is 'well just wait until it stops and then you can go back to sleep!' BECAUSE DESPITE THE HUNDREDS OF TIMES I HAVE LEARNED OTHERWISE, ONCE A NOSEBLEED STOPS NOTHING WILL START IT AGAIN
Now to sit here trying not to cry from weariness and frustration, all the while being told every five minutes to eat lunch, when I AM NOT FUCKING HUNGRY OKAY.
La.
Waking up at five in the goddamn morning so exhausted it hurts but not able to sleep any more anyway...
Finally going back to bed with the mistaken impression that you might be able to sleep some more, at 10:30...
Tossing and turning until 12:15...
And then juuuust as you're starting to doze off...
Poof! Your nose starts gushing blood for no reason. Naturally getting on your feather pillow which takes several hours to wash and dry (the same one that used to be kind of special and symbolic of Your Own Personal Space to you, until people started fucking with it without permission, thus ruining it forever, but that is a different story), and ensuring that you will get no sleep any time soon, whether or not you have a clean pillow to sleep on. Seeing as how you sleep with your face propped up on your arms, which puts funky pressure on your nose and always pops nosebleed clots, unless those clots have been in place for at least a few hours.
Oh wait. No, that's not fun. That's FUCKING ANNOYING.
There are several words in this post that I can't even get to look right, no matter how I spell them they still look wrong. So I am leaving them however I last typed them which is probably wrong. And my head hurts, hell, my EVERYTHING hurts, and it's hard to get my eyes to focus, and even when they do focus I keep seeing these kind of blobby flashing white things, and I am just. So. Tired. But I don't get to sleep, apparently. Hooray!
Also annoying: when you explain the thing about how the position in which you sleep does not play nice with nosebleeds... and the answer you get is 'well just wait until it stops and then you can go back to sleep!' BECAUSE DESPITE THE HUNDREDS OF TIMES I HAVE LEARNED OTHERWISE, ONCE A NOSEBLEED STOPS NOTHING WILL START IT AGAIN
Now to sit here trying not to cry from weariness and frustration, all the while being told every five minutes to eat lunch, when I AM NOT FUCKING HUNGRY OKAY.
La.
