napoleonherself | (no subject)

You lose track of time when...
Doing just about anything, really. Comprehension of time has never been one of my strong suits.

How would you spend six hours with your best friends?
Throwing bread to fish, mocking the stock at Pic-n-Save, watching View Askew movies... funstuff like that.

I can hardly wait to...
Not applicable. I fear the future.

What do you daydream about?
Just being held. Isn't it sad? Others dream of money, power, large numbers of attractive members of other (or same, in some cases) sex... I just want a hug. Heh.

My favorite kind of party is...
One that isn't even technically a party due to its being so small and low-key.

When I think of marriage, I...
Shrug. It doesn't apply to me.

How do you best express yourself?
Interpretive dance?

If you were an Olympian, what sport would you compete in?
Defenestration. What, it isn't a sport yet?

What is your favorite childhood memory?
I dunno.

Teenage memory?
Talking Star Trek with a former best friend for hours, probably. That was always so much fun.

From whom would you take advice?
Depends on what sort of advice it was, and what mood I was in, I guess.

What really frustrates you?
My own stupidities.

Who do you trust the most?
Chris.

When do you feel like withdrawing from the world?
Almost always. Either that or I feel like I'm withdrawing from it whether I like it or not.

What makes you feel safe and secure?
I don't know that I've ever really felt that way.

I feel happy with myself when...
I can make someone else feel good. It's what I'm here for, after all, isn't it?

What is the worst thing you have ever done?
Er, I've never done anything wrong. Yeah, that's it.

What is the worst thing that ever happened to you?
Dunno. Much of my past is just a smear of crappiness interspersed with occasional nicenesses.

What embarrasses you?
When I do something stupid, i.e. just about anything I ever do or say.

What do you think most people are searching for?
Spock, just like in the movie. (well, okay, so it was funnier in my head...)

Do you always associate love and sex with one another?
I don't really associate them at all, actually.

Something I wish I had at this time in my life is..
Financial stability.

Would you have liked having yourself as a child?
I grew up shy and neurotic enough with a fairly-normal mom. If I'd been reared by me, I think I would've killed myself years ago out of inability to deal with the world...

I wish someone would...
Give me a working brain.

I wish I could...
Stop wishing so much for things I can never have.

I feel alone when...
I'm not talking with at least one of a select group of individuals. I shan't tell who's in that group.

What songs have special meaning to you?
Too many to count.

Who is a person you admire?
I dunno.

Who is the first person you loved?
Well, there was that massive crush I had on someone in seventh thru eleventh grades... that's right, folks, I've always been this pitiful!

If you could date anyone, who would it be?
*runs around attacking people's foreheads with a date stamp*

What is a goal you have for yourself?
To survive.

Why did you cry when you last cried?
Because I'm a neurotic moron.

Where would you most like to be married?
Not applicable.

My greatest fear is...
Losing those people who are most important to me. Because I don't think I could survive if that happened.